tired

So we are still working on fixing up the house. Well the house and everything is getting to the both of us. I feel like I am being unproductive and I hate the job that I have, but I want to do more, but it is like no one wants me to; which in turn makes me less productive. I love working on the house because I feel that makes the house more mine, and knowing I worked on it makes me even more proud. I feel so bad because I am missing out on church and church activities but we are hoping to be in the house in a week.

Continue to pray for my job situation. I am I just know God has something special instore and I just need to be patient so please keep praying for me. I have sent a letter of interest to Eastside HS in Greenville, and I am hoping to hear something back from them, hopefully an interview. I really want another teacher interview. If not aide positions are fine too, and well substitute teaching is good too.

<3

Sam

Frustration

So we have started working on the house. It has been a frustrating experience for me. There is currently no floor in the house. We are painting and that is almost done except for the living room and dining room which is going to be a playroom. This is just frustrating. I am frustrated and tired and I just want to get everything done so we can get moved in and I am frustrated with not having a job and I need one. I am just praying and hoping daily and making connections and improving on skills that need to be improved upon.

Moving 2

I am sure there will be a lot of post entitled moving and a number to follow. Trust me. Today was again stressful. Mom took me to Palmetto Textile Outlet on Union Street to pick out fabric for curtains, pillows, and to make a cover for some shelves to go in the playroom. The playroom is actually a formal dinning room but I don't want a formal dining room so I am making it a playroom. We have an eat-in kitchen so I don't see the need for anything formal because we will probably go other places for holiday meals. I did not get anything packed today like I was hoping I would. Tomorrow is for packing, and having the OC to keep me company while I pack, still on season 2. Please pray everyone for our closing and for my job search.

God Bless,
Sam

Overwhelmed and Terrified

So I am begining to feel the overwhelming feeling of buying a house and everything that entails. I am overwhelmed with packing and shopping for things that have to go in quickly after moving. I am overwhelmed with picking out paint, manufactured wood, vinyl, and curtains. Just everything it is only 12 days away before we close.

I am Terrified about moving out of my parents house. Do not get me wrong I am excited however I do not know what to do. It just scares me the fact that Clifton and I bought a house and everything that entails. It is real, it is ours and it is scary. Just a quick not before I go shopping for house stuff. More tonight I am sure.