tired

So we are still working on fixing up the house. Well the house and everything is getting to the both of us. I feel like I am being unproductive and I hate the job that I have, but I want to do more, but it is like no one wants me to; which in turn makes me less productive. I love working on the house because I feel that makes the house more mine, and knowing I worked on it makes me even more proud. I feel so bad because I am missing out on church and church activities but we are hoping to be in the house in a week.

Continue to pray for my job situation. I am I just know God has something special instore and I just need to be patient so please keep praying for me. I have sent a letter of interest to Eastside HS in Greenville, and I am hoping to hear something back from them, hopefully an interview. I really want another teacher interview. If not aide positions are fine too, and well substitute teaching is good too.

<3

Sam

Frustration

So we have started working on the house. It has been a frustrating experience for me. There is currently no floor in the house. We are painting and that is almost done except for the living room and dining room which is going to be a playroom. This is just frustrating. I am frustrated and tired and I just want to get everything done so we can get moved in and I am frustrated with not having a job and I need one. I am just praying and hoping daily and making connections and improving on skills that need to be improved upon.